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coldlove, what is it  you think your in love  and your heart gets shattered  onthe ground  you fall for someone  you think is perfect  and you give them your heart  and they love and care for it  until one day they run away  and leave you  but you gave them your heart  and now its gone  they keep it for a while  they cut it into pieces  you gradually find them  
and put the pieces to old  you a piece to someone  here and someone there  until theres nothing left to give  
youre just cold cold
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all because of sexi didnt know  
id feel so guilty  
for doing something  
that felt so right  
but i lied and disappointed  
all my dark deeds  
were brought into the light  
Ive lost everything  
and i gave everything i had  and now i dont understand  
but i always feel so bad  i thought he loved me  
and i know i do him  
but now we're broke up  and he's left yet again  he said that i am  
his only reason to live  now im scared  and dont know  
if he even wants to live  i love him so much  
i truely truely do  
he didnt force me  
to do anythin all because of sex
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Without youBe my shelter, keep me safe  Be my tower, help me stand  
Be my strength, cause I can't do it anymore  Be my heart, show me love  Be my warmth, hold me tight  Be my life, cause I can't go in without you Without you
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ProblemI don't understand myself anymore  I don't know what's wrong with me  
I'm doing stupid shit  
I started cutting again  
I'm breaking promises  I'm drinking at school  I'm making stupid choices  And big mistakes  I don't understand what's going on  
I can't seem to get over this depression  I'm hurting my friends and the ones I love  
What is my fucking problem Problem
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dying...

Mon Nov 17, 2008, 2:49 PM
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: bohemian rhapsody
  • Reading: breaking dawn
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: tea
umm so my grandpa is dying and its really depressing. i am really worried and scared because i just lost my other grandpa a year ago. he has diabetes and it gave him an infection that is killing him. so they amputated his legs on tuesday but it didn't help because the infection is still spreading...so yeah. :tear:

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~cocoa-strs-brkn-hrts:iconcocoa-strs-brkn-hrts: Apr 16, 2009, 3:26:03 PM
i'm good. got some sort of sinus infection though

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~he wears his heart safety pinned to his backpack, his back is all
that he knows. shot down by strangers whose glances can
cripple the heart and devour the soul.
~martyz:iconmartyz: Apr 17, 2009, 3:55:57 AM
oh, i'm sorry.. take care :hug:

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♥ ♥ .I just put my soul in what I do. ♀
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~keytaro:iconkeytaro: Apr 15, 2009, 9:08:29 AM
heheh!^^

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~cocoa-strs-brkn-hrts:iconcocoa-strs-brkn-hrts: Apr 16, 2009, 3:24:52 PM
how are you?

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~he wears his heart safety pinned to his backpack, his back is all
that he knows. shot down by strangers whose glances can
cripple the heart and devour the soul.
~keytaro:iconkeytaro: Apr 17, 2009, 2:29:50 AM
i m ok!(but i have lots of homework:()
you?:D

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~cocoa-strs-brkn-hrts:iconcocoa-strs-brkn-hrts: May 4, 2009, 1:41:06 PM
same here

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~he wears his heart safety pinned to his backpack, his back is all
that he knows. shot down by strangers whose glances can
cripple the heart and devour the soul.
~rusUa:iconrusUa: Mar 11, 2009, 4:20:57 PM
yea i don't really check this either, idk for some reason do not feel the pull towards it hah! well, im just trying to finish up this week before i go for march break, i, frankly, can't wait, so bored of school and evrything, like there isn't much interesting and we don't exactly learn new stuff in most of my classes -.- so y do i even attend? idk~ its kidna too easy for me but anyways! whats new w/ u? :)
~cocoa-strs-brkn-hrts:iconcocoa-strs-brkn-hrts: Apr 16, 2009, 3:25:42 PM
lol nothing really. its contest season in choir and i'm busy with that

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~he wears his heart safety pinned to his backpack, his back is all
that he knows. shot down by strangers whose glances can
cripple the heart and devour the soul.
~cocoa-strs-brkn-hrts:iconcocoa-strs-brkn-hrts: Jun 19, 2009, 9:51:11 PM
it went really well. i got twos but it was just my first year. nest year will be better. i'll get ones nest year and go to state.

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~he wears his heart safety pinned to his backpack, his back is all
that he knows. shot down by strangers whose glances can
cripple the heart and devour the soul.
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